I'm rather nervous about tonight. I have the opportunity to share my story and of course I'm going to because I believe God has given me this opportunity to tell of His grace in my life. I haven't done this in this manner before and it scares me but I know if God has put it together then He will make it go well. I really don't have many things to say about it right now because of how nervous I am. I have some preparation to do for it though. I know I need to write everything down so I don't get side tracked or mess something up. My mind has been in a whirlwind for awhile anyway. It's hard seeing an ex. That happened last week. Totally unplanned. I thought I would handle it better but it's harder than I thought. It's just messed with me and I have had a lot of trouble processing things. Ugh. I bet half of what I'm typing isn't even making that much sense.