Steady My Heart

I'm so not ready for tomorrow. Each time I accept sharing my story with a group of people brings a bit more healing to myself and could bring someone new into their own journey of healing. It doesn't necessarily make it any easier. I am nearly nauseated and almost terrified. I call it "a terrifying privilege" for a reason.

Wish it could be easyWhy is life so messyWhy is pain a part of usThere are days I feel likeNothing ever goes rightSometimes it just hurts so much
But You're hereYou're realI know I can trust You
Even when it hurtsEven when it's hardEven when it all just falls apartI will run to YouCause I know that You areLover of my soulHealer of my scarsYou steady my heart You steady my heart
I'm not gonna worryI know that You got meRight inside the palm of your handEach and every momentWhat's good and what gets brokenHappens just the way that You plan
But You're hereYou're realI know I can trust You
Even when it hurtsEven when it's hardEven when it all just falls apartI will run to YouCause I know that You areLover of my soulHealer of my scarsYou steady my heart You steady my heart
And I will run to YouAnd find refuge in Your armsAnd I will sing to YouCause of everything You areYou steady my heartYou steady my heart
Kari Jobe~Steady My Heart

I'm getting so very tired of so much drama. I thought becoming the manager of a store would have some complications but not high school drama. It leaves me exhausted. I don't appreciate being lied to and I also don't appreciate having an impromptu "take your baby to work day" because someone decides they are "too sick to work" even though they have been at work somewhere else all day. It's been a long day to say the least.
In other news, my favorite new baby entered the world at 5:26 this morning! I was suppose to be there for the delivery but they barely made it to the hospital themselves before the little diva made her grand appearance. I do like sleeping in (if 7:00 am is considered sleeping in...) but I really wanted to be there for the delivery. There are some things that are going to happen when they happen and labor and delivery are two of those things. Happy Birthday Piper Leigh!!!