I'm loving the fact that when I stopped actively looking for someone to connect with, someone found me. That's how it works. I have developed a wonderful friendship over the past 6 months that I cherish. I thought that when I lost a best friend a while back, I would never find anyone remotely close. I'm glad God has planned otherwise. It's nice to go to lunch with someone and two hours pass by in what feels like 30 minutes with there being about 5 seconds of quiet time the whole time. I love having a friend that understands me and thinks similar to me but is able to bring a different perspective to a conversation and who also has to leave to get her kids from school just like I do. It's so awesome to have someone close that knows very detailed and fragile parts of my life but accepts me and even loves me for who I am and is willing to goof off with me as well as encourage me. Also, who is supportive of my marriage and who will be having a baby at the same time my little Hayden turns 1 year old. I feel very blessed and not worth it. I've definitely done my share of garbage to make myself not worth it. I'm just blessed and thankful for a lunch date with an amazing woman who I admire.