Searching

I feel like I'm searching for something. Maybe.
I feel somewhat lost.
Maybe I feel stagnant. It's gross.
So many things are looking up with finances and education which leads to jobs. I need to keep my eyes looking toward the sunshine.
That's it! There hasn't been much sunshine lately. Could that really be it?
Maybe I feel stuck. Which leads to feeling stagnant. It's just...gross. I need to move on from this stillness.
Maybe the stillness is good. I don't know.