What to do?

I'm at the point (again) in my life that I now have to decide what I want to be when I grow up. The doctor says I have reached my maximum medical improvement and the work restrictions I'm currently on will be my restrictions indefinitely. Now when I hurt my neck 10 months ago, I had no idea it would take me out of my current career. It's rather devistating to know that I put a lot of hard work into a career that I will never do again because I am no longer physically  capable of doing it.
So now the question is "What am I going to do with my life?"
I have some ideas but nothing is definite. I still get to continue working my 40 hour week of light duty because the Fire Marshal and I are in the middle of a huge project that will last 2 or 3 more months but that's all I know about my future for now. I haven't heard any word of what's to come after that. They have no reason to keep me as an employee there because i can no longer handle the physical demands of a firefighter and there are no other positions for me to fill.
Time will tell what's to come. I get anxious about it and sometimes worried but I have to keep reminding myself that none of this has caught God by surprise and He is fully able to provide even my smallest need. I have to remeber to trust that He will give me direction and wisdom in choosing (again) what I want to be when I grow up.

I like having my new Droid Pro. I can finally catch up on my blogging. Yay!!!!

Wow. It's been such a long time since I've been able to blog. No internet at the new house yet. No access to my blog at work. I finally have a spare moment to write. Yay!
Everything's been so crazy busy. I don't know how long I'll be working for The Town of Weaverville since my doctor has put me on indefinite restrictions. I don't know where this road will lead me but I'm glad God is smoothing out the road ahead of me so I don't stumble on the way. I'm glad He's holding me and knows my future and loves me enough to work it all out.

I've been really tired the past several weeks. I know I don't do things at work that are physically demanding but I do get my 40 hours in and it sure does zap the energy right out of me. I fall asleep every night on the couch before I get the kids to sleep so then it's after midnight before I get to bed. I enjoy working (and getting a paycheck!) but I would really like some extra sleep soon. I think it would benefit me greatly.
The music ministry is going wonderfully! I'm so thrilled to be in a place where I can use my talents to my potential and glorify God with it all. It's great to be learning how to lead worship and play piano. It's fun and I love it! I'm happy to be used and I'm happy that it's something I enjoy so much!
I'm trying to get myself motivated for the move we're going to make here in a few weeks. It's coming up very soon but there's not much we can do in preparation for it because we use most of the stuff we have in our house. I got some paint for Isaiah's new bedroom today so that's one tiny bit of preparation. Soon we'll actually have to do the dreaded job of painting. I really don't like painting rooms but I know it will look a lot better when we get it done and we want it done before we actually move in.
Lots to do but we can't do anything for a few more weeks. It's time to hurry up and wait and enjoy the family time and sunshine :)

I got my dress ordered this morning. I'm very excited about it! It's so gorgeous. I had to order it online because they don't carry it in stores and I'm hoping I did all the measurements correctly. Yeah so yay!!!

I'm rather tired tonight. It hasn't really been a long day. I actually got to sleep in this morning and it's been a quiet day and it's been nice. I'm just still recuperating from my surgery. It didn't help that I got hit in the face with a basketball last night which knocked my glasses off my face and bruised me to where I've had to resort to wearing my contacts for a few days. Yeah...
I need more sleep I suppose. I get kind of down and out when Nate and the kids are all gone for more than a day. It's hard on me when everyone's gone. I always find a way to fill my time but I miss them terribly and I'm ready to see all of them and hug on all of them. I miss my family. I'll see them tomorrow so it will all be better soon :)

I'd say this fits nicely into my day :)

Today's Verse

But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us.

— 2 Corinthians 4:7 (NIV)

Thoughts on Today's Verse...

While there are many talented and successful Christians in the world today, they are merely vessels for God's message of grace, hope, and power. Our focus should never be on the container for the message. Instead, what is most important is the integrity of the messenger no matter the situation, so that the message can be seen without distraction. God's power, not our own, is what sustains us; we are simply a vessel, a tool, in the hands of the Lord.

My Prayer...

Almighty and all-powerful God, thank you for using me to minister to others as your partner in the work of grace. May my service help them more perfectly see the glory of your truth and grace you gave us in your Son. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Today's Verse Illustrated